Memories

Sekarang semuanya tinggal kenangan.
Semua canda, tawa, tangis, senang, duka, curhat2an, nongkrong bareng, naik motor bareng2, les bareng, main bareng, ngasih surprise bareng.....
Semuanya udah jadi kenangan. Kenangan yang terlalu indah untuk dilupakan :")


I'M REALLY MISS YOU A LOT GUYS !!

LOVE KUMBANG FAMILY :***** (({{{{{}}}}}))

SIX DEGREES OF SEPARATION

You've read the books,

You've watched the shows,

What's the best way no one knows, yeah,

Meditate, get hypnotized.

Anything to take from your mind.

But it won't go, ohhhh ohhh

You're doing all these things out of desperation,

Ohhh ohhh,

You're going through six degrees of separation.

You hit the drink, you take a toke

Watch the past go up in smoke, yeah

Fake a smile, yeah, lie and say that,

You're better now than ever, and your life's okay

When it's not. No.

You're doing all these things out of desperation,

Ohhh ohhh,

You're going through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart

What's gonna kill you is the second part

And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle

And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself

Fifth, you see them out with someone else

And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

(Oh no there ain't no help, it's every man for himself)

(No no there ain't no help, it's every man for himself)

You tell your friends, yeah, strangers too,

Anyone who'll throw an arm around you, yeah

Tarot cards

Gems and stones,

Believing all that shit is gonna heal your soul.

Well it's not, no, wohhhh

You're only doing things out of desperation,

Ohhh no,

You're goin' through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart

What's gonna kill you is the second part

And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle

And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself

Fifth, you see them out with someone else

And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

No there's no starting over,

Without finding closure, you'd take them back,

No hesitation,

That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation

Oh, no there's no starting over,

Without finding closure, you'd take them back,

No hesitation,

That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation

First, you think the worst is a broken heart

What's gonna kill you is the second part

And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle

And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself

Fifth, you see them out with someone else

And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little

No, no, there ain't no help

It's every man for himself

You're goin' through six degrees of separation

No, no, there ain't no help

It's every man for himself

You're goin' through six degrees of separation

No, no, there ain't no help

It's every man for himself

W.H.Y

Kenapa semua ini cepat sekali berubah?

Atau kenapa semuanya harus berubah?

Haruskah semua ini berubah?

Kenapa... Kenapa... Kenapa... Kenapa... KENAPA??!!

Dan kenapa gw masih juga gabisa ngelupain lo dari kehidupan gw?

Mungkin waktu itu gw udah 'sempet lupa' sama lo.

Gw udah kenal lo lebih dari satu tahun. Ya mungkin baru tiga tahun jalan empat tahun gw kenal lo. Tapi apa lo tau? Udah berapa banyak waktu gw tersita cuman buat keingetan dan mikirin lo? Apa lo tau? Dan apa lo juga tau udah berapa kali hati gw jatuh dan luluh lantak karena lo? Terkadang gw hanya berpikir, kenapa sih dulu gw harus kenal sama lo? Kenapa gw harus sering main bareng sama lo? Dan kenapa juga harus ada banyak KENANGAN tentang kejadian gw pas lagi main bareng sama lo? KENAPA? KENAPA? Pernah ga sih lo sadar akan satu hal? Kalo gua juga punya perasaan. I'M NOT YOUR DOLL! Dan sebenernya gw udah bisa ngelupain semua itu. dan menjadikanya KENANGAN. ONLY A MEMORY. Tapi rasanya kenangan itu berarti banget buat gw. Mungkin ada beberapa orang menilai kalo ini 'lebay'. Yaa no problem lah. Perasaan orang kan berbeda, jarang ada yang sama ;) 

Tapi kenapa sekarang lo dateng lagi kedalam kehidupan gw dan lo ibarat menorehkan cakar ke luka lama gw? Dan gw harus gimana sekarang? Apa lo ngerti akan ketakutan gw kalo lo tiba-tiba masuk lagi kedalam kehidupan gw? Lo itu ibarat gula buat semut kalo didalam kehidupan gw!!! :'(

~ V 

It's not for the first time ;)

HELLLOOO :)